Okay... im so fucking mad a while ago you know why?
SOME SHIT PEOPLE YES
Oh well Okay fine i dont expect that i have true friends
A REAL FRIEND STABS YOU IN FRONT,am i right?
okay here it goes my story i hope you understand:
This person let us call him Pony Mania,he post something on my album on my facebook
he is accusing me that im drunk that time when i took those pictures
he said it was a JOKE but he didnt tell me that it was a joke..he tell it to his other friends..
rumors that he is a pedophile i remember my cousin told me that "He's a pedo" first im not convince but when i look to him and ask me in our first meeting that if my cousin has any younger sister either cousin on his dad's side or mom..and i just said none (bcoz my cousin told me dont ever speak about those stuff i know my cousin has but i dont want to break a promise)
lets say i have a short temper...i easily get mad..im fucking shallow too (take that bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!) anyway chillax i have a friend lets name her Motherfucking Benny Lava oh well she's beautiful and smart i agree but her fucking attitude sometimes really kicks in..you know what im talking about?!
i dont like attitude like that oh well karma is karma it will punch my face and other people too..
then that Pony Mania was offended when i post some status in facebook that i call him a pedophile..bcoz im so freakin mad..
until this Motherfucking Benny Lava wants to fix it but it turn out the worst
"I owe him a lot" and many yet chat sessions we made (sorry its kinda private)
sometimes PRIDE kicks my personality and i dont blame it...i commit a mistake oh well..
then we have some status that states that i hate him or so on he's a faggot he's a pedophile her attitude sucks and so on...
good at least facebook have UNFRIEND...it doesnt matter...i dont like annoying people or should i say smart people who act so stupid....WHAT THE HEL!!!!! IS THIS LIFE!?!? im not smart person lets say average and i act stupid yet it reflects my personality..oh well...i cant blame other people thats their bullshit i take mine,take yours XD
that's it.....i dont have to accept any facts that our friendship will be fixed again...
no matter how many people throw something at me i dont care that's their bullshit
Thank You Lady GaGa's Born This Way and Green Day's Jesus of Suburbia it gives me something that i can fight for thank you!! Lady GaGa and Green Day mostly are my influences in music (Pop and the latter Pop Punk)
anyway back to the story...i know some of my friends talk about me right now its okay...but im telling you something...i know its kinda stupid oh well thats my shit
(i know i dont have any hot body lol! anyway just be myself im Hard and Furious!)
I'm not the old JZ Cruzer they know or that shit James Angelo Z Cruz...people change..get used to it..im bad a rebel rather this is how i used to be i dont care if people dont like this is my bullshit i remember what Christina Aguilera told about and i fucking love it:
"Coz im doing things i wont normally do,the old me is gone i feel brand new and if you dont like it FUCK YOU"
the quote speaks for itself *bow*
im bad and its worth good enough for me,i dont care if they are offended or so on
MY PRIDE KILLS ME AND FUCKING SORRY...
but i will let them realize that going back to my dirty roots will make them so uneasy...(just sayin)
thats all...chillax i have some shit term papers to do! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
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