Sorry for the late blog!!! Our fuckin PC gets retarded sometimes wew!!!
anyway Halloween is almost coming (tomorrow i guess?) and in our culture in terms of Halloween we're very different (well we know almost in the parts of the world they are different) well we usually go to the cemetery or some so-called rich people are celebrating the real halloween just like kids wearing some scary stuff....im jealous!!!!!!!!
anyway my fucking sleep pattern fucked my mind so seriously sometimes im gonna go to bed around 4:30 in the morning which is sometimes makes me slow-minded sometimes..i need to find a remedy coz next week we're back to classes! FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
anyway i already enrolled for the 2nd sem i got my grades for this 1st sem 2nd year and fuck that COMP 1A! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU!!!! i hate my professor there! your a fucking bullsh!t
my grades:
ENG 2 = 1.00
CHM 105 = 3.00
PE 2 = 1.75
PE 3 = 2.00
SOC 5 = 2.00
COMP 1A = 5.00
fuck that COMP 1A!!!! i really fucking hate you all my efforts were fucking wasted
anyway i have my schedule right nao wahahaha here it is:
Monday = 4:30-7:30 PM ---- Philosophy of Man with Logic
Tuesday = 9:00 AM -12:00 PM ----- ENG 3A ----- Trigonometry 1:00-4:00 PM (fuck this sched)
Wednesday = 9:00 AM - 12:00 PM ---- Human Development
Friday = 11:00 PM - 1:00 PM ---- PE 4
no classes on thursday and saturday! wohohohohoho
im gonna post some of my composed lyrics so see yah XD
Monday, October 31, 2011
Saturday, October 15, 2011
SEM BREAK!!!
FUCK ITS SEM BREAK AFTER THOSE FUCKING EXAMS AND SO ON WEW WHAT A RELIEF!!!!
Anyway my plans for sem break:
1.DIET
2.ADVANCE BDAY SURPRISE FOR ALEX
3.ENROLLMENT FOR 2ND SEM
4.MOHAWK HAIRSTYLE
good luck for me!
XD
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Anyway my plans for sem break:
1.DIET
2.ADVANCE BDAY SURPRISE FOR ALEX
3.ENROLLMENT FOR 2ND SEM
4.MOHAWK HAIRSTYLE
good luck for me!
XD
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Composed Lyrics ----------> Lone Wolf by Jz Cruzer
intro
walking alone
trying to find your heart
in the middle of the night
trying to find the light in my life
only thing i know
i fell in love with you
big similarities,small difference
i want to share my life with you,oh
chorus
i am a lone wolf,trying to find your heart
in the middle of the night,howling just to let you know
i am the one you've been waiting for
i guess talking to the moon makes me feel alright..
im sick of old sad songs
feelin my heart with sadness (oh oh)
im sick of going to the woods
coz i know i want to hold hands with you (with you with you)
i dont want to feel the brand new start
im not giving up if there's a will there's a way
i know i can find your heart in a simple way,yeah
chorus
i am a lone wolf,trying to find your heart
in the middle of the night,howling just to let you know
i am the one you've been waiting for
i guess talking to the moon makes me feel alright..
bridge
i guess talking to the moon makes me feel alright
without you i cant feel what ive been fighting for
love is like a long way that you have to walk until you find your way home..
i am a lone wolf,trying to find your heart
in the middle of the night,howling just to let you know
i am the one you've been waiting for
i guess talking to the moon makes me feel alright..
i guess...talking to the moon makes me feel alright..
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
GENRE=SOFT ROCK
Monday, October 10, 2011
Abduction ---------------COOL X
A while ago i watched Abduction,its about a teeanger name Nathan (Taylor Lautner) that story goes when he noticed that his childhood picture is not really him...first i thought he was abduct by an alien (coz abduction maybe)..but when i search the wikipedia(i owe you a lot) the story or summary goes:
first here is the summary or them of the movie: " The film is about a teenager who finds out that his parents are not really his when he sees his baby picture on a missing persons website "
next one is the plot: (spoilers!)
Okay lets say im curious about the movie (i really thought its about aliens!!) but it looks so cool well about the action scenes it lacks some motivations for the movie like more fighting/martial arts skill...oh well if im gonna rate this movie from 1-10 i will rate it 8.
MISSING:more martial arts scenes oh well it involves around guns,bullets,sniper and so on.
but the thing that attracts me most is..
HER!!
she is so cute...her name is Lily Collins she is British-American actress wow.........(stare at her cute cheeks)
Maybe im looking forward for Breaking Dawn part 1 (i know sharkboy is there right?)
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
first here is the summary or them of the movie: " The film is about a teenager who finds out that his parents are not really his when he sees his baby picture on a missing persons website "
next one is the plot: (spoilers!)
Nathan Harper (Taylor Lautner) is a teenager who lives with his parents, Kevin (Jason Isaacs) and Mara (Maria Bello). He has a recurring nightmare, and consults a psychiatrist, Dr. Geraldine Bennett (Sigourney Weaver) to discover why.
One day, Nathan is partnered with his neighbor and longtime crush Karen Murphy (Lily Collins) on a school assignment about missing children. Karen finds a website that shows how the children would look like as adults, and Nathan discovers that a young boy named Steven Price would look exactly like him, when Price got older. Searching in his basement, he finds the same shirt that Steven is wearing in the picture and realizes that he and Steven are the same person.
Nathan calls the website's owner, unaware that he is a Russian terrorist. The man reports back to his commander, Viktor Kozlow (Michael Nyqvist), who deploys two agents to Nathan's house. They attack Nathan's parents, who tell him to run before being murdered and the house is destroyed. Nathan and Karen escape and attempt to call the police, but the call is intercepted by CIA operative Frank Burton (Alfred Molina), who tells Nathan that he's in danger and sends a team to pick him up.
Before the team arrives, Dr. Bennett appears and tells Nathan that Burton can't be trusted. She reveals that Nathan's biological father, Martin, is a CIA agent who stole a list from Kozlow with the names of corrupt CIA operatives and that Kozlow created the website in order to locate Nathan and use him as leverage to force Martin to return the list. Kozlow's men appear, having intercepted Nathan's call. Bennett tells Nathan to run away and head for a safe house in Arlington, Virginia. Karen decides to go with Nathan. Before they leave, Bennett tells him he can only trust his father and a man called Paul Rasen, and blows up her car to facilitate both their escape and her own.
Nathan and Karen arrive at the safe house, where Nathan finds Martin's cellphone as well as an address and photo of his biological mother, Lorna Price. They discover that she is dead. Nathan visits her grave and notices fresh flowers, so Karen asks the caretaker about recent visitors. He reveals that the last visitor was Paul Rasen from Nebraska.
Nathan and Karen head to Nebraska on a train; Kozlow's right-hand man follows them. When Karen leaves to get food, he kidnaps her and attempts to capture Nathan, but Nathan overpowers him and throws him off the train. Karen escapes and reunites with Nathan. They leave when the train stops in response to Kozlow's agent's death. Nathan takes Kozlow's agent's phone during the fight.
Burton and his men find and convince the two that they want to help. They stop at a diner, where Burton tells Nathan about the list. Nathan checks Martin's phone and finds the list, which contains Burton's name. Before Burton can react, Kozlow's men attack the diner and kill several of Burton's men. Nathan and Karen escape while Burton and his partner kill Kozlow's men.
Kozlow's right-hand man's cellphone rings and Nathan answers it. Kozlow reveals that he has planned to kidnap Karen's parents and will kill them if Nathan doesn't give him the list. Nathan agrees, but says that he'll choose the place of the exchange. Kozlow agrees. Nathan realizes that his nightmares are due to repressed memories of Lorna being murdered by Kozlow while trying to protect him.
Nathan decides to give Kozlow the list at a Pirates baseball game, and reveals to Karen that he actually intends to kill Kozlow. Nathan receives a call from Martin (who is also at the stadium) who tells him not to give Kazlow the list. Nathan ignores his advice, and tries to shoot Kozlow, who steals the gun and tries to force Nathan to give him the list. Burton's men, stationed all over the stadium, open fire as Nathan escapes, with Kozlow in pursuit.
Martin calls Nathan and tells him to lure Kozlow to an open area. Nathan does so, and, as Kozlow prepares to kill Nathan, Martin (Dermot Mulroney) kills Kozlow with a sniper shot fired from a nearby building. Burton's men appear and capture Nathan. On their way to CIA headquarters, Burton attempts to decrypt Martin's cellphone. However, his superiors reveal that Martin has warned them that Burton would attempt this in order to remove his own name, and Burton is detained.
Martin calls Nathan one last time and apologizes for everything. He says that he'll always be watching over Nathan, who reunites with Karen and Bennett, who tells him that she has arranged for him to live with her until he graduates, at which point he can move out to attend college. Nathan thanks her and leaves with Karen for a date in the empty stadium.
Okay lets say im curious about the movie (i really thought its about aliens!!) but it looks so cool well about the action scenes it lacks some motivations for the movie like more fighting/martial arts skill...oh well if im gonna rate this movie from 1-10 i will rate it 8.
MISSING:more martial arts scenes oh well it involves around guns,bullets,sniper and so on.
but the thing that attracts me most is..
HER!!
she is so cute...her name is Lily Collins she is British-American actress wow.........(stare at her cute cheeks)
Maybe im looking forward for Breaking Dawn part 1 (i know sharkboy is there right?)
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Sunday, October 9, 2011
YAY!! FRIENDS AGAIN + CHAT + LAUGHTRIP = THANK GOD ITS SABADO X
Okay i decided not to go to school yesterday (saturday now its sunday)...and i have to meet with Fatimah on Ali Mall Cubao...and we walk there at least we can talk about what really is the problem and yes its fixed!!!
Anyway we decided to visit my friend Alex Catral with her (she got almost have an awkward space through her face) then we talk about our problem with Alex and soon he gives us some advice and some jokes that we cant forget.
Around 5 pm Fatimah needs to go home coz she didnt say that she will go here her parents thought that she will go to her friend that time so we help her to get a taxi and say good bye she wants us to go to there house to so alex and me can take a look at their place.
After that i mso fucking hungry and alex told me that he already eat something (noodles i think) then we walked straight through Daily(supermarket around Cubao) and i bought some noodles and some drinks and that time im so stupid that why i bought some Mcdo super value meals (I FUCKING DONT KNOW WHY!!)
anyway we have a good time that night with alex watching some epic fails in youtube and funny stuff and we decided to call Mcdonalds and order overload hot fudge sundae and mcflurry YAY!
also my fucking allergies strikes again...thats why we decided to strike some sweets...tsk
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Anyway we decided to visit my friend Alex Catral with her (she got almost have an awkward space through her face) then we talk about our problem with Alex and soon he gives us some advice and some jokes that we cant forget.
Around 5 pm Fatimah needs to go home coz she didnt say that she will go here her parents thought that she will go to her friend that time so we help her to get a taxi and say good bye she wants us to go to there house to so alex and me can take a look at their place.
After that i mso fucking hungry and alex told me that he already eat something (noodles i think) then we walked straight through Daily(supermarket around Cubao) and i bought some noodles and some drinks and that time im so stupid that why i bought some Mcdo super value meals (I FUCKING DONT KNOW WHY!!)
anyway we have a good time that night with alex watching some epic fails in youtube and funny stuff and we decided to call Mcdonalds and order overload hot fudge sundae and mcflurry YAY!
also my fucking allergies strikes again...thats why we decided to strike some sweets...tsk
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Friday, October 7, 2011
The Gang is back XD
My favorite pokemons are back hehe!
Infernape,Drapion,Heracross,Steelix,Milotic,Salamence,Ambipom,Gliscor,Umbreon,Roserade,Torterra,Hariyama,Sceptile,Gyarados and Gengar!!
im still collecting some Gen V pokes i just have Excadrill from now
I use my brother's 3DS....coz tomorrow my bro will sell it for the new owner..
good bye 3DS be good on your new owner!
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
WHY WHY BIG BROTHER WHY YOU HAVE TO SELL YOUR 3DS!?!? :(
A while ago.....i was playing my big brother's 3DS suddenly he came in and he said to me that he will sell it..i was shocked bcoz that's the first time i look up to him then suddenly he will sell it!?!?! WHAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????
Bcoz of him i manage to play Pokemon Black and White then suddenly he will sell it on sunday!? Oh well he promise that we will have a new DS on march 2012...i hope so.....im gonna miss that camera and those fucking epic games..
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Bcoz of him i manage to play Pokemon Black and White then suddenly he will sell it on sunday!? Oh well he promise that we will have a new DS on march 2012...i hope so.....im gonna miss that camera and those fucking epic games..
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Something punch in my head to let me stay wake up all night...shit
I have some term papers to do and a while ago i accidentally fall asleep!!!
Damn i have to do some laundry coz i forgot to wash my PE uniform coz i need them later
DAMN COLLEGE LIFE REALLY GIVES YOU SOME STRESS YET MAKES SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE ENOUGH.
Hehe
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Damn i have to do some laundry coz i forgot to wash my PE uniform coz i need them later
DAMN COLLEGE LIFE REALLY GIVES YOU SOME STRESS YET MAKES SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE ENOUGH.
Hehe
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
I hope we can make it!
I hope we can make it you know why?
The deadline for our term paper!!!!! it gives us so much pressure bullshit!!
I really hate our prof in ENG 2 shit he always reject our draft for our term paper,he always prioritized his OPINION....how bout us!?
Oh well this is our best..no turning back.
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
The deadline for our term paper!!!!! it gives us so much pressure bullshit!!
I really hate our prof in ENG 2 shit he always reject our draft for our term paper,he always prioritized his OPINION....how bout us!?
Oh well this is our best..no turning back.
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Composed Lyrics ----------> Holy Revenge by Jz Cruzer
intro
hey,can you feel it
condoms and crucifix
what is our world today?
importance for sex or religion?
hey,can you feel it
party party all night
where is the importance of studying?
will you let our knowledge dying?
pre-intro
in this generation
lots of prostitution
pornography illusion,hey
in this society
whats up for the government and for the authority?
you will see
chorus
whats up for this kind of world?
prostitution,religion and brand new illusion
technology for voice support
is this the brand new world?
full of hatred and disguise
just to reach fame and money
drugs and extra ordinary
face it!
nanananananananana,make it okay
jesus,please pray for me
in this world nothing but fake people
always in demeanor,yeah
mama mary,please pray for the children
caught in the middle of bad sex,i hope you listen
god,please pray for our government
full of hidden agenda just want to be rich and famous
but they end up being vain for power,no no no yeah
whats up for this kind of world?
prostitution,religion and brand new illusion
technology for voice support
is this the brand new world?
full of hatred and disguise
just to reach fame and money
drugs and extra ordinary
face it!
hey!
hey listen to me!
bridge
is this the new generation
where we celebrate for our future generation
for education,yeah
is this the new generation
what happened for his outstanding quote for our generation?
is this another revolution? WAHEY
whats up for this kind of world?
prostitution,religion and brand new illusion
technology for voice support
is this the brand new world?
full of hatred and disguise
just to reach fame and money
drugs and extra ordinary
face it!
is this the Holy Revenge?
Composed Lyrics ----------> Swarm by Jz Cruzer
intro
(violin)
you,i thought that you are on my side
but the world seems show your dark side,yeah,uh huh
all of you,because im different,i must be out of the league,no,no oh
after all the pain,now i live on my own world
but it seems i want it to let go,until its enough
pre-intro
now im crossing the line,crossing the edge
release my agony
now im ready to be free,ready to move on
release my swarm
chorus
crawling beneath my skin,ready to fight
rushing through my veins,ready to flight
invading my mind,never ever look back
someday my swarm will take over you,yeah
oh,yeah
yeah yeah
uh yeah
all the things you did to me,now its coming back
karma punch your face,here it goes SMACK
Forgiving is easy. Trusting again, not so much
i had enough putting a map on my way,no no turning back
nevermore,hardcore
dying on my life
insecurities,bullying
turn off the lights
pre-intro
now im crossing the line,crossing the edge
release my agony
now im ready to be free,ready to move on
release my swarm
chorus
crawling beneath my skin,ready to fight
rushing through my veins,ready to flight
invading my mind,never ever look back
someday my swarm will take over you,yeah
(someday they will understand,someday im crossing the line)
bridge
im on my way to reach the top
to leave the bottom
im on my way to see the light
and now there is no turning back
Someday i will fight for myself and prove that i can be what i want to be with no insecurities along the way.
crawling beneath my skin(yeah),ready to fight
rushing through my veins,ready to flight(oh oh )
invading my mind,never ever look back(hey)
someday my swarm will take over you,yeah(yeaahhhhh)
(someday they will understand,someday im crossing the line)
i will fight for what i am
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Cant wait for Saturday........
We have an agreement with Fatimah....we will have a meeting on saturday so we can spend time talking and to settle our problems.
I dont know if should i give her a peace offering,i mean just to settle our emotions...
a while ago a give her a Afro Ken picture with "Im sorry please forgive me" but the worst is...yes she forgives me but..her emotions dont...like she forgives me in her head but her emotions..you know...kinda sad for me,oh well but i cant force her coz im not a guy who force somebody just to please.
I hope it works coz the pain is still in my heart...i know its easy to forgive...but its hard to forget what you've done to others.....
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
I dont know if should i give her a peace offering,i mean just to settle our emotions...
a while ago a give her a Afro Ken picture with "Im sorry please forgive me" but the worst is...yes she forgives me but..her emotions dont...like she forgives me in her head but her emotions..you know...kinda sad for me,oh well but i cant force her coz im not a guy who force somebody just to please.
I hope it works coz the pain is still in my heart...i know its easy to forgive...but its hard to forget what you've done to others.....
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
I caught a wild Heracross...no a Hercules Beetle!!
YAY!!!! Thanks to my classmate..we caught a Hercules Beetle!!! Its very rare.......
here is the story..
That time i was about to go home but i saw my classmates picking up something and i was surprise!
WOW FUCKING GOODNESS!! ITS A HERACROSS.....NO HERCULES BEETLE!!
They said that its very rare and i love beetles so much....before i caught normal beetles (male or female) but this kind of beetle is like...so fucking amazing!!! i want to see a Stag Beetle too...just like Pinsir..(But i know Pinsir is a Pokemon but Pinsir is an example of a Stag Beetle) and Rokusho (WAH MEDABOTS ROCKS!!)
Any way you want to see other examples of Hercules Beetle? Okay here:
FYI..................i caught a real Hercules Beetle its not a toy! XD
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
I cant help it...SORRY.
I know im wrong and i accidentally exert my defense mechanism....and i lied just to make things right....
sorry...
at least i explained everything why i do that...and thank you Lord...she forgives me...she's a good friend of mine..bcoz of my mother fucking psycho disorder...i almost ruined our friendship.
I hope Lance Blanco accepts my apology...and Fatimah too....i know i can make it...even though im bad but i know i can still do good things.
~~~DRAMA MODE XD ~~~
sorry...
at least i explained everything why i do that...and thank you Lord...she forgives me...she's a good friend of mine..bcoz of my mother fucking psycho disorder...i almost ruined our friendship.
I hope Lance Blanco accepts my apology...and Fatimah too....i know i can make it...even though im bad but i know i can still do good things.
~~~DRAMA MODE XD ~~~
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
I hate this day so fucking shit today X
Today.......................is so fucking bullshit you know what!?
i wake up 7:30 am coz im still sleepy around 7:15 then im on a rush coz we have a final exam for PE3 so i tell to my mom to wrap the shanghai so i can eat those in school coz that time i dont eat breakfast coz i have a fear that i might be late and cant take the exam...
i think my first travel (Cainta to Tropical Overpass) is around 25 minutes but its so fucking annoying coz its traffic as usual.
then my second travel is from the route of Tropical Overpass to Sumulong Highway coz our school is located there but its so fucking annoying again that i might be late for the exam coz that jeepney driver is so fucking annoying!!!! (sorry for the foul words) He stopped for a while coz there is a problem and im irritated coz i might be late but thank goodness i still arrive and finally take the exam and im not late XD
28/50 is my score in my written exam its okay then from my final performance me and my partner we have 50 plus 28 is 78! Okay not bad XD
Final exams really drives me so fucking crazy XD
i wake up 7:30 am coz im still sleepy around 7:15 then im on a rush coz we have a final exam for PE3 so i tell to my mom to wrap the shanghai so i can eat those in school coz that time i dont eat breakfast coz i have a fear that i might be late and cant take the exam...
i think my first travel (Cainta to Tropical Overpass) is around 25 minutes but its so fucking annoying coz its traffic as usual.
then my second travel is from the route of Tropical Overpass to Sumulong Highway coz our school is located there but its so fucking annoying again that i might be late for the exam coz that jeepney driver is so fucking annoying!!!! (sorry for the foul words) He stopped for a while coz there is a problem and im irritated coz i might be late but thank goodness i still arrive and finally take the exam and im not late XD
28/50 is my score in my written exam its okay then from my final performance me and my partner we have 50 plus 28 is 78! Okay not bad XD
Final exams really drives me so fucking crazy XD
Easy to forgive but hard to forget
Okay its very easy to forgive people what you've done to them or you did something so bad (like in my case) things to say sorry or my apology sometimes are use.
Okay in my case,well im shallow sometimes,full of pride and immorality..i know what i did is wrong and sometimes im stubborn to say sorry coz i want to release the pain in terms of saying some foul words.
I left a message in their inbox in their Facebook..Its okay if they dont accept my apology or what. I learned my lesson and i hope they learned their lessons too...still if we ever crossed our path again or someday you will see me again..its hard to trust again..i know in your case i hope you feel the same too. Anyway i swallowed my pride and that's it.
I wonder what's for dinner? hmmm :)
Okay in my case,well im shallow sometimes,full of pride and immorality..i know what i did is wrong and sometimes im stubborn to say sorry coz i want to release the pain in terms of saying some foul words.
I left a message in their inbox in their Facebook..Its okay if they dont accept my apology or what. I learned my lesson and i hope they learned their lessons too...still if we ever crossed our path again or someday you will see me again..its hard to trust again..i know in your case i hope you feel the same too. Anyway i swallowed my pride and that's it.
I wonder what's for dinner? hmmm :)
Monday, October 3, 2011
I WAS BORN THIS WAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ooh there aint no other way baby i was born this way!!
okay let me ask you something.......whats your sexuality? HONESTLY!
sometimes loving a person sometimes you have to find his/her innate sexuality...for example: a fucking dude loves a bitch,or a nerd girl loves a campus heartthrob or a boy loves a dude or a girl loves a hoe..i mean girl coz they seem to like their personality or so on its kinda weird if they only like the appearance.
i will share you something about Bisexuality
Bisexuality is sexual behavior or an orientation involving physical and/or romantic attraction to bothmales and females, especially with regard to men and women
Honestly im bisexual (you buy me something i become sexual lol)
i have innate or intimacy for both sex but it doesnt mean i can do that at the same time...( i dont think so)
here it goes when i was a kid.....i usually play with boys suddenly i want girls to come and play with me (i know its kinda odd)
i remember that i have a bestfriend when i was kid named "John" and the girl is "Joy" i cant remember but the only thing we usually play is role playing like im the father and she's the mother and John is the baby..
until i grow up...i realized that oh well...i have intimacy for both sex...IM SERIOUS!!
some people that i told them im bisexual were confused some convinced...its okay if they call me two-way dude or faggot..coz i know my real sexuality
back to the topic i will share you something:
Bisexuality is the romantic and/or sexual attraction to males and females, especially to the two genders "men" and "women." The American Psychological Association states that "sexual orientation falls along a continuum. In other words, someone does not have to be exclusively homosexual or heterosexual, but can feel varying degrees of both. Sexual orientation develops across a person's lifetime–different people realize at different points in their lives that they are heterosexual, bisexual or homosexual."[10][11][4] Sexual attraction, behavior and identity may also be incongruent, as sexual attraction and/or behavior may not necessarily be consistent with identity. Some individuals identify themselves as heterosexual, homosexual or bisexual without having had any sexual experience.
here it goes:
my first crush before is Jessica Alba XD
coz you know she is so pretty and so sweet i always watched her movies,shows and so on ♥♥♥♥
when i ask them if your bisexual you have both intimate feelings on both sex,if Jessica Alba how bout the other side?
and i said "Jesse McCartney"
He is so awesome (YES) and i idolize him so much in terms of impact in pop music too
and he is so amazing...im a huge fan of him since Beautiful Soul,She's No You,Just So You Know and until...NOW!!!!!!!!
i always look up to him i always listen and watch his videos like "You know what even though im a rebel i want to be just like Jesse Mac too "
until from now i still remember some of my first crush (IN SCHOOL) her name is Leslie Honeylet Santos,she so amazing so pretty...but she older than me ><
but it doesnt matter....the other one is Shekinah Elline Molato...she so cute not that bcoz that.....err i forgot hehe!
then the last one in my highschool years..her name is Rochellaine Danao...we used to be seatmates around 2nd year and i told someone that she is my crush coz she always teach me something in life that we have to move on
Being bisexual is not that bad i have so many friends like in Facebook that they are also Bisexual. I dont care if other people mock us..it doesnt matter.
"No matter gay straight or bi lesbian transgendered life im on the right track baby i was born to survive"
It doesnt matter if some people call me a faggot or womanizer coz the truth shall let me free.
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
okay let me ask you something.......whats your sexuality? HONESTLY!
sometimes loving a person sometimes you have to find his/her innate sexuality...for example: a fucking dude loves a bitch,or a nerd girl loves a campus heartthrob or a boy loves a dude or a girl loves a hoe..i mean girl coz they seem to like their personality or so on its kinda weird if they only like the appearance.
i will share you something about Bisexuality
Bisexuality is sexual behavior or an orientation involving physical and/or romantic attraction to bothmales and females, especially with regard to men and women
Honestly im bisexual (you buy me something i become sexual lol)
i have innate or intimacy for both sex but it doesnt mean i can do that at the same time...( i dont think so)
here it goes when i was a kid.....i usually play with boys suddenly i want girls to come and play with me (i know its kinda odd)
i remember that i have a bestfriend when i was kid named "John" and the girl is "Joy" i cant remember but the only thing we usually play is role playing like im the father and she's the mother and John is the baby..
until i grow up...i realized that oh well...i have intimacy for both sex...IM SERIOUS!!
some people that i told them im bisexual were confused some convinced...its okay if they call me two-way dude or faggot..coz i know my real sexuality
back to the topic i will share you something:
Sexual orientation, identity, behavior
here it goes:
my first crush before is Jessica Alba XD
coz you know she is so pretty and so sweet i always watched her movies,shows and so on ♥♥♥♥
when i ask them if your bisexual you have both intimate feelings on both sex,if Jessica Alba how bout the other side?
and i said "Jesse McCartney"
He is so awesome (YES) and i idolize him so much in terms of impact in pop music too
and he is so amazing...im a huge fan of him since Beautiful Soul,She's No You,Just So You Know and until...NOW!!!!!!!!
i always look up to him i always listen and watch his videos like "You know what even though im a rebel i want to be just like Jesse Mac too "
until from now i still remember some of my first crush (IN SCHOOL) her name is Leslie Honeylet Santos,she so amazing so pretty...but she older than me ><
but it doesnt matter....the other one is Shekinah Elline Molato...she so cute not that bcoz that.....err i forgot hehe!
then the last one in my highschool years..her name is Rochellaine Danao...we used to be seatmates around 2nd year and i told someone that she is my crush coz she always teach me something in life that we have to move on
Being bisexual is not that bad i have so many friends like in Facebook that they are also Bisexual. I dont care if other people mock us..it doesnt matter.
"No matter gay straight or bi lesbian transgendered life im on the right track baby i was born to survive"
It doesnt matter if some people call me a faggot or womanizer coz the truth shall let me free.
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Err.........Oh well..my first composed lyrics X
Bad Ass by Jz Cruzer
oh-oh-oh-oh-wohoho oh
oh-oh-oh-oh-wohoho oh
intro
im feeling awesome tonight
were going to L.A with our jeans tight
show us what you got
but take us first to the spot
pre-intro
music from the subway is playing
its like a pulse in your vein rushing
dont just stand there,roll the dice
lets see who is naughty or nice!
chorus
i feel like a bad ass
gonna take off those eye glass
rippin off those gangsta's
its about time to light up my spotlight
oh-oh-oh-oh-wohoho oh
oh-oh-oh-oh-wohoho oh
im tired watching the game
lets see who can get that fame
im firing those fireworks on the ground
making the subway hot
feeling unusual with this vest i got
feeling so hot with this pants
if you wanna duel lets face your rival
this f**king bad ass will surpass your survival!
pre-intro
music from the subway is playing
its like a pulse in your vein rushing
thats why you have to think twice
lets stomp your feet and break the ice!
i feel like a bad ass
gonna take off those eye glass
rippin off those gangsta's
its about time to light up my spotlight
im a bad ass
gonna take that shot glass
rippin off those gangsta's
its about time to light up my spotlight
oh-oh-oh-oh-wohoho oh
oh-oh-oh-oh-wohoho oh
bridge
if your one of us
then show your sexy ass
accept the reality
its cool,no privacy
dont matter what it takes
or my heart breaks
im a bad ass
gonna take that shot glass
rippin off those gangsta's
its about time to light up my spotlight
oh-oh-oh-oh-wohoho oh
oh-oh-oh-oh-wohoho oh
im a bad ass
gonna take that shot glass
rippin off those gangsta's
its about time to light up my spotlight!
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Video mp3 converter - -- -- - -- -- - - -- -> AWESOME!
Do you know about video mp3 converter?
ITS FUCKIN AWESOME!!!
first of all im so noob that time when my friend ask me "hey instead of downloading iTunes why you try using video mp3 converter?"
me "errr....what!?"
okay im so noob that time...
but now my friend told me and teach me how to use that first im scared bcoz i thought its fucking porn(seriously) but i realize that its awesome.
first go to google and type "Video mp3 Converter"
click and open the said site
open a new tab and go to Youtube
find your favorite songs (example: Green Day 21 Guns) click the URL and copy and paste the URL to the Video mp3 converter tab and follow some procedures said in the site..
and poof!
but before that you'll have to wait to finish it coz downloading mp3's takes time
before i have around 34 mp3 in my Cruzer USB now i cant remember how many are them right NOWW!!!!!!!
mostly some of them are from Lady GaGa,Jesse McCartney,Green Day,Christina Aguilera,R.Kelly,Eminem,Westlife,Backstreet Boys and 30 Seconds to Mars.
WOHOHO!
ITS FUCKIN AWESOME!!!
first of all im so noob that time when my friend ask me "hey instead of downloading iTunes why you try using video mp3 converter?"
me "errr....what!?"
okay im so noob that time...
but now my friend told me and teach me how to use that first im scared bcoz i thought its fucking porn(seriously) but i realize that its awesome.
first go to google and type "Video mp3 Converter"
click and open the said site
open a new tab and go to Youtube
find your favorite songs (example: Green Day 21 Guns) click the URL and copy and paste the URL to the Video mp3 converter tab and follow some procedures said in the site..
and poof!
but before that you'll have to wait to finish it coz downloading mp3's takes time
before i have around 34 mp3 in my Cruzer USB now i cant remember how many are them right NOWW!!!!!!!
mostly some of them are from Lady GaGa,Jesse McCartney,Green Day,Christina Aguilera,R.Kelly,Eminem,Westlife,Backstreet Boys and 30 Seconds to Mars.
WOHOHO!
SHIT PEOPLE I HOPE I CAN DELETE BLOCK IGNORE YOU JUST LIEK FACEBOOK! (chillax) X
Okay... im so fucking mad a while ago you know why?
SOME SHIT PEOPLE YES
Oh well Okay fine i dont expect that i have true friends
A REAL FRIEND STABS YOU IN FRONT,am i right?
okay here it goes my story i hope you understand:
This person let us call him Pony Mania,he post something on my album on my facebook
he is accusing me that im drunk that time when i took those pictures
he said it was a JOKE but he didnt tell me that it was a joke..he tell it to his other friends..
rumors that he is a pedophile i remember my cousin told me that "He's a pedo" first im not convince but when i look to him and ask me in our first meeting that if my cousin has any younger sister either cousin on his dad's side or mom..and i just said none (bcoz my cousin told me dont ever speak about those stuff i know my cousin has but i dont want to break a promise)
lets say i have a short temper...i easily get mad..im fucking shallow too (take that bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!) anyway chillax i have a friend lets name her Motherfucking Benny Lava oh well she's beautiful and smart i agree but her fucking attitude sometimes really kicks in..you know what im talking about?!
i dont like attitude like that oh well karma is karma it will punch my face and other people too..
then that Pony Mania was offended when i post some status in facebook that i call him a pedophile..bcoz im so freakin mad..
until this Motherfucking Benny Lava wants to fix it but it turn out the worst
"I owe him a lot" and many yet chat sessions we made (sorry its kinda private)
sometimes PRIDE kicks my personality and i dont blame it...i commit a mistake oh well..
then we have some status that states that i hate him or so on he's a faggot he's a pedophile her attitude sucks and so on...
good at least facebook have UNFRIEND...it doesnt matter...i dont like annoying people or should i say smart people who act so stupid....WHAT THE HEL!!!!! IS THIS LIFE!?!? im not smart person lets say average and i act stupid yet it reflects my personality..oh well...i cant blame other people thats their bullshit i take mine,take yours XD
that's it.....i dont have to accept any facts that our friendship will be fixed again...
no matter how many people throw something at me i dont care that's their bullshit
Thank You Lady GaGa's Born This Way and Green Day's Jesus of Suburbia it gives me something that i can fight for thank you!! Lady GaGa and Green Day mostly are my influences in music (Pop and the latter Pop Punk)
anyway back to the story...i know some of my friends talk about me right now its okay...but im telling you something...i know its kinda stupid oh well thats my shit
(i know i dont have any hot body lol! anyway just be myself im Hard and Furious!)
I'm not the old JZ Cruzer they know or that shit James Angelo Z Cruz...people change..get used to it..im bad a rebel rather this is how i used to be i dont care if people dont like this is my bullshit i remember what Christina Aguilera told about and i fucking love it:
"Coz im doing things i wont normally do,the old me is gone i feel brand new and if you dont like it FUCK YOU"
the quote speaks for itself *bow*
im bad and its worth good enough for me,i dont care if they are offended or so on
MY PRIDE KILLS ME AND FUCKING SORRY...
but i will let them realize that going back to my dirty roots will make them so uneasy...(just sayin)
thats all...chillax i have some shit term papers to do! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
SOME SHIT PEOPLE YES
Oh well Okay fine i dont expect that i have true friends
A REAL FRIEND STABS YOU IN FRONT,am i right?
okay here it goes my story i hope you understand:
This person let us call him Pony Mania,he post something on my album on my facebook
he is accusing me that im drunk that time when i took those pictures
he said it was a JOKE but he didnt tell me that it was a joke..he tell it to his other friends..
rumors that he is a pedophile i remember my cousin told me that "He's a pedo" first im not convince but when i look to him and ask me in our first meeting that if my cousin has any younger sister either cousin on his dad's side or mom..and i just said none (bcoz my cousin told me dont ever speak about those stuff i know my cousin has but i dont want to break a promise)
lets say i have a short temper...i easily get mad..im fucking shallow too (take that bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!) anyway chillax i have a friend lets name her Motherfucking Benny Lava oh well she's beautiful and smart i agree but her fucking attitude sometimes really kicks in..you know what im talking about?!
i dont like attitude like that oh well karma is karma it will punch my face and other people too..
then that Pony Mania was offended when i post some status in facebook that i call him a pedophile..bcoz im so freakin mad..
until this Motherfucking Benny Lava wants to fix it but it turn out the worst
"I owe him a lot" and many yet chat sessions we made (sorry its kinda private)
sometimes PRIDE kicks my personality and i dont blame it...i commit a mistake oh well..
then we have some status that states that i hate him or so on he's a faggot he's a pedophile her attitude sucks and so on...
good at least facebook have UNFRIEND...it doesnt matter...i dont like annoying people or should i say smart people who act so stupid....WHAT THE HEL!!!!! IS THIS LIFE!?!? im not smart person lets say average and i act stupid yet it reflects my personality..oh well...i cant blame other people thats their bullshit i take mine,take yours XD
that's it.....i dont have to accept any facts that our friendship will be fixed again...
no matter how many people throw something at me i dont care that's their bullshit
Thank You Lady GaGa's Born This Way and Green Day's Jesus of Suburbia it gives me something that i can fight for thank you!! Lady GaGa and Green Day mostly are my influences in music (Pop and the latter Pop Punk)
anyway back to the story...i know some of my friends talk about me right now its okay...but im telling you something...i know its kinda stupid oh well thats my shit
(i know i dont have any hot body lol! anyway just be myself im Hard and Furious!)
I'm not the old JZ Cruzer they know or that shit James Angelo Z Cruz...people change..get used to it..im bad a rebel rather this is how i used to be i dont care if people dont like this is my bullshit i remember what Christina Aguilera told about and i fucking love it:
"Coz im doing things i wont normally do,the old me is gone i feel brand new and if you dont like it FUCK YOU"
the quote speaks for itself *bow*
im bad and its worth good enough for me,i dont care if they are offended or so on
MY PRIDE KILLS ME AND FUCKING SORRY...
but i will let them realize that going back to my dirty roots will make them so uneasy...(just sayin)
thats all...chillax i have some shit term papers to do! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
First Attempt to create a blog..its effin epic!!! X
Okay......i dont know if im retarded or overjoyed but at least i try making one!
Hello F*ckin epic world out there (Sorry for the f*ck) making a blog is not that easy (some people told me though)....well anyway..bcoz of boredom i create one so i dont feel the boredom in my life and what stress brings to me.
My name is James Angelo Z. Cruz or you can call me Jz Cruzer (use this one i love this name). I'm from the Philippines..bcoz of boredom i create a blog so i can relieve myself from super duper annoying stress (who loves stress?!)..
My first blog actually is about Auto-Tune,do you know about it?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Auto-Tune
"Auto-Tune uses a phase vocoder to correct pitch in vocal and instrumental performances. It is used to disguise off-key inaccuracies and mistakes, and has allowed singers to perform apparently perfectly tuned vocal tracks without needing to sing in tune."
Okay now i get it but is there any people/artist who use Auto-Tune?
"Auto-Tune was used to produce the prominent altered vocal effect on Cher's "Believe", recorded in 1998, the first major hit song to employ the software for this purpose. When first interviewed about this, the producers claimed that they had used a Digitech Talker FX pedal, in whatSound on Sound perceived as an attempt to preserve a trade secret.[6] After the massive success of "Believe", many artists imitated the technique, which became known as the "Cher Effect". It was evident in songs of the late 1990s and early 2000s. Some notable examples areGigi D'Agostino's "La Passion" and Janet Jackson's US #1 hit "All For You", among many others. After years of relative dormancy, the effect was revived in the late-2000s by R&B singerT-Pain, who elaborated on the effect in contemporary popular music by making active use of Auto-Tune in his songs.[7] This technique has since gone on to be very widely imitated by numerous other modern R&B and pop artists. T-Pain has become so well associated with Auto-Tune that he has an iPhone App named after him that simulates the effect called "I Am T-Pain"[8], developed by Smule.[9] T-Pain's use of Auto-Tune has been cited as an influence on other urban artists' works, including Snoop Dogg's single "Sexual Eruption", Lil Wayne's single "Lollipop", and Kanye West's album 808s & Heartbreak.
its like....Abra Kadabra..the magic of Auto-Tune..*Poof*Christina Aguilera(YEAH!!) one of my favorite artist and my influence in R&B and Soul music.She also jump into Auto-Tune. In her current studio Album "Bionic" consist of R&B and Electropop which is epic...but she face a lot of criticism..."Too noisy" and it doesnt fit for her...many critics also review the album it sounds liek a "Robot-glam GaGa" comparisons were made...so sad..but her Not Myself Tonight,Bionic,Woohoo and You Lost Me rocks!!!
im side track!!! okay going back
She also use Auto-Tune on one of her tracks "Elastic Love" oh well its very obvious yet its too catchy she also said that Auto Tune is not that bad at least you use that on a creative way
WHY NOT!? XTINA BLESS YOU!
anyway the criticism that might you''ll get for Auto-Tune is if you have talent for singing coz they said that Auto-Tune uplifts your voice,Oh well..
SHUT UP AND JUST LISTEN TO MUSIC!
Haha well it makes sense but it doesnt matter 50 likes for Auto Tune and 50 dislikes for Auto Tune.
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
Hello F*ckin epic world out there (Sorry for the f*ck) making a blog is not that easy (some people told me though)....well anyway..bcoz of boredom i create one so i dont feel the boredom in my life and what stress brings to me.
My name is James Angelo Z. Cruz or you can call me Jz Cruzer (use this one i love this name). I'm from the Philippines..bcoz of boredom i create a blog so i can relieve myself from super duper annoying stress (who loves stress?!)..
My first blog actually is about Auto-Tune,do you know about it?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Auto-Tune
"Auto-Tune uses a phase vocoder to correct pitch in vocal and instrumental performances. It is used to disguise off-key inaccuracies and mistakes, and has allowed singers to perform apparently perfectly tuned vocal tracks without needing to sing in tune."
Okay now i get it but is there any people/artist who use Auto-Tune?
"Auto-Tune was used to produce the prominent altered vocal effect on Cher's "Believe", recorded in 1998, the first major hit song to employ the software for this purpose. When first interviewed about this, the producers claimed that they had used a Digitech Talker FX pedal, in whatSound on Sound perceived as an attempt to preserve a trade secret.[6] After the massive success of "Believe", many artists imitated the technique, which became known as the "Cher Effect". It was evident in songs of the late 1990s and early 2000s. Some notable examples areGigi D'Agostino's "La Passion" and Janet Jackson's US #1 hit "All For You", among many others. After years of relative dormancy, the effect was revived in the late-2000s by R&B singerT-Pain, who elaborated on the effect in contemporary popular music by making active use of Auto-Tune in his songs.[7] This technique has since gone on to be very widely imitated by numerous other modern R&B and pop artists. T-Pain has become so well associated with Auto-Tune that he has an iPhone App named after him that simulates the effect called "I Am T-Pain"[8], developed by Smule.[9] T-Pain's use of Auto-Tune has been cited as an influence on other urban artists' works, including Snoop Dogg's single "Sexual Eruption", Lil Wayne's single "Lollipop", and Kanye West's album 808s & Heartbreak.
According to the Boston Herald, country stars Faith Hill, Shania Twain, and Tim McGraw have all confessed to using Auto-Tune in performance, claiming it is a safety net that guarantees a good performance.[10] However, other country music singers, such as Loretta Lynn,Allison Moorer, Dolly Parton, Trisha Yearwood, Vince Gill, Garth Brooks, Martina McBride, and Reba McEntire, have refused to use Auto-Tune.[11]"
now i get it!!!! Before i dont know who sang the song "Believe" i thought its Madonna or Janet Jackson(Im so fucking wrong its Cher) my mom said that she really likes that song and the sound of the song really gets into her head and makes her dance all night. Before it is called "Cher Effect" bcoz she makes a wide range of using it and making it popular and usable to other artist. Next T-Pain revived it and he also use it on some of his songs and recordings although not bad many artist get criticism on this.
Do you know Ke$ha? The drunk dollar sign girl with massive dance pop songs? She face a lot of criticism because mostly some of her songs have Auto-Tune. Well..her songs some are so bad ass (Blow,WE R WHO WE R,Cannibal,Tik Tok) some of her are so noisy and hot mess although i still like her (yet sometimes many people accused her that she wants to be like Mother Monster).
Jay-Z the rapper although some rappers use Auto-Tune but him he criticized it so much (that's him i dont blame him or hate him he is just stating his opinion about that)
" Later that spring, Jay-Z titled the lead single of his album The Blueprint 3 as "D.O.A. (Death of Auto-Tune)". Jay-Z elaborated that he wrote the song under the personal belief that far too many people had jumped on the Auto-Tune bandwagon and that the trend had become a gimmick."
I know the Queen of Pop,Britney also use Auto-Tune so much (some critics though)..I know britney can sing but..errrr..why!?
"In 2009, Time magazine quoted an unnamed Grammy-winning recording engineer as saying, "Let's just say I've had Auto-Tune save vocals on everything from Britney Spears to Bollywood cast albums. And every singer now presumes that you'll just run their voice through the box." The same article expressed "hope that pop's fetish for uniform perfect pitch will fade", speculating that pop-music songs have become harder to differentiate from one another, as "track after track has perfect pitch."[21][22] Timothy Powell, a producer/engineer stated in 2003 that he is "even starting to see vocal tuning devices show up in concert settings"; he states that "That's more of an ethical dilemma—people pay a premium dollar to see artists and artists want people to see them at their best."
its like....Abra Kadabra..the magic of Auto-Tune..*Poof*
im side track!!! okay going back
She also use Auto-Tune on one of her tracks "Elastic Love" oh well its very obvious yet its too catchy she also said that Auto Tune is not that bad at least you use that on a creative way
WHY NOT!? XTINA BLESS YOU!
anyway the criticism that might you''ll get for Auto-Tune is if you have talent for singing coz they said that Auto-Tune uplifts your voice,Oh well..
SHUT UP AND JUST LISTEN TO MUSIC!
Haha well it makes sense but it doesnt matter 50 likes for Auto Tune and 50 dislikes for Auto Tune.
~~~Jz Cruzer~~~
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